Rekindling Your Spirit

The greatest healing I received was freedom from anger.
When I was 7 years old I was in a biking accident without a helmet (they weren’t in use then.) My right temple hit the windshield of a car and I flew and landed on my face. My spirit was in heaven’s doorway with an angel. He gave me the choice of staying or returning and I returned. Immediately I was face down and dazed on the steet. The world was a darker place after that. I had a brain bleed but no one knew then. Learning tasks were now difficult. People told me I was stupid and lazy. I grew angry and in time bitter and learned to fight and keep others away. On Saturday night I confessed and forgave and my life has opened up! I don’t know how else to describe it, I’M FREE!!!!!!!!!!!
Two days ago the Lord gave me a dream to explain it. A friend took me to a safe facility and to a female Doctor (the Holy Spirit). She pressed a probe in to my palm, lightly at first then very hard. I could not feel any pain. She dug a little under the skin and found what looked like a green fungus sludge. She opened my eyes and I saw both palms completely infected. She pull back the skin and it was a mass of the gangrene rot. I fell asleep and awoke to my hands healed with only a black bruise in the palms.
The infection was anger, destroying my grip, strength, power and ability to possess and hold anything good. That night I felt wonderfully loopy like being under an anesthetic while the HS worked, it was great mercy. Now I know his mercy is for me!